for you, senior ...

you walked around our faculty,
but i never relized that you were out there.
that moment, in the first moment i saw you,
in your cool and charming style,
you attracted my eyes.
no no, i just attracted for a while,
no more.
but this big event,
we are in the same desk job ...
you ... with your small eyes,
your style,
your silent,
your everything ...
made me thought that i got a different feeling.
you might not realiz me here,
but i always looked at you ...
i were looking for you deeply.
you danced in my mind ...
made me really afraid to add your in facebook.
made me afraid to see you eyes.
saw your eyes behind you glasses.
oh God, i like him so much.


then i knew that you are Christian.
one thing i did, i cried.
why why why?
i just could feel this feeling for once more.
but we are different in belief.
i'm Moeslem.
why it should happen?
why i have to like you?
now, i said that it's a forbidden feeling.
it's crash and pain.
dear,
i just wanna close to you more if i can't have you be mine.
just it, so simple right?