it was on January 14th 2010, i just celebrated my birthday with my collegues and i just got my home not more than ten minutes passed then my daddy with a lil' bit watering eyes said " Mak'ngah meninggal ". OH MY GOSH, you aunty left me in birthday? my mom just cried directly, me and my first sister also did. my second sister and my lil' sister just shocked. yes they both not really women i think.
well, our last meeting were in your daughter's wedding. still remember how busy we were? but i loved it, i really miss those times. gathered with all big families that officialy apart each other, there are in Jogja, Riau, Jakarta and Muara Bungo then we met each other ! I MISS YOU ALL !!!
then in the beggining of 2010, you sent your lil' brother -my daddy- a mssg and you told him that you were now opname at hospital and from the doctor's diagnosis, your illness were Leukimia -blood cancer-. you also told my daddy to not speak about it to anyone and my daddy did it even with his family. in my day, i got a mssg from my cousin -uni esti- that congrated me and told me that your condition were getting worse. you had trombosit transfussion until 18 pockets and blood until 9 pockets. the really illness were your back bone didn't work and produced any trombosit or blood. it caused your back bone was attacked by a virus.
well, from those mssg, i got an unwell feeling, but i ignored it. i know you'll fine. but the reality was you are gone. i really sad ! you are gone in my 18th birthday.
aunty,
i always pray for you,
no matter what you are exist in the same world with me or not,
you'll always be one of my best aunty.
everybody prays for you,
they all were sad when you were gone.
all you kindness, patient, words,
really touchy and mother-ness.
you worked for helping mother caring their pregnancy and giving a life to their baby.
it's you,
an angel ...
we will miss you,
we love you ...
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