when I wanted to show my love but he wasn't there.
never there and I just can waiting ...
I'm waiting here with many notes in my phone.
I just want you to know that I still keep silent here,
nothing to do anything, nothing hope for anything...
I just need you, but my heart only could keep silent to everyone.
you know it's hurt.
you know I'm stupid.
you made me smile in my dream, you were always there with every different stories you conveyed to me.
when I love someone but it is forbidded by my closed people ...
hows hurt the feel ...
Senin, 30 November 2009
kak Indah's wedding
tangal 20-22 november gue ke Jogja karena sepupu gue married.
seneeeeng bgt akhirnya ketemu lagi sm sepupu gue yang di Jogja dan Bungo.
gue bangga aja melihat mereka semua jadi orang sukses.
udah kebayang deh cucu"nya H.A.Kasim dan Hj.Rohana sukses semua.
bayangin aja sepupu gue mas Bimo kuliah di HI UGM, lulus S1 dengan prestasi cumlaude trus dapet beasiswa dari UGM lanjut S2 dengan IPK terakhir kemarin cerita 3.85 ...
WOW !!! mas Bimo juga bisa beberapa bahasa selain Inggris, secara HI kan harus banyak bisa bahasa ini itu. umurnya juga masih 22 tahun udah mau lulus S2, manteeeeeeeeep !
bang Tres juga di UGM jurusan pertanian. haha ini juga sepupu gue bentar lagi lulus kuliah mau married keanya. asiiik ke Bungo deh kalo dy married hehe
uni Esti juga udah semester lima kedokteran. ahaha sama kea kk gue, calon dokter.
rencananya kita mau bikin rumah sakit kali ya, kan kk gue sama uni Esti dokter, kk pertama gue apoteker-nya. adik gue juga calon" kedokteran juga.
mantep lah cucunya semua.
kak Indah yang married juga udah mapan, kerjaan udah bagusa, gaji juga udah oke.
hmmmh kangeeeeeen bgt sm mereka tapi cuma bisa ketemu sebentar.
oia ada keponakan baru, namanya kayla. lucuuuu bgt, cantik dan bikin orang cepet lengket sm dia.
pengen cepet" ketemu lagi amin amin.
seneeeeng bgt akhirnya ketemu lagi sm sepupu gue yang di Jogja dan Bungo.
gue bangga aja melihat mereka semua jadi orang sukses.
udah kebayang deh cucu"nya H.A.Kasim dan Hj.Rohana sukses semua.
bayangin aja sepupu gue mas Bimo kuliah di HI UGM, lulus S1 dengan prestasi cumlaude trus dapet beasiswa dari UGM lanjut S2 dengan IPK terakhir kemarin cerita 3.85 ...
WOW !!! mas Bimo juga bisa beberapa bahasa selain Inggris, secara HI kan harus banyak bisa bahasa ini itu. umurnya juga masih 22 tahun udah mau lulus S2, manteeeeeeeeep !
bang Tres juga di UGM jurusan pertanian. haha ini juga sepupu gue bentar lagi lulus kuliah mau married keanya. asiiik ke Bungo deh kalo dy married hehe
uni Esti juga udah semester lima kedokteran. ahaha sama kea kk gue, calon dokter.
rencananya kita mau bikin rumah sakit kali ya, kan kk gue sama uni Esti dokter, kk pertama gue apoteker-nya. adik gue juga calon" kedokteran juga.
mantep lah cucunya semua.
kak Indah yang married juga udah mapan, kerjaan udah bagusa, gaji juga udah oke.
hmmmh kangeeeeeen bgt sm mereka tapi cuma bisa ketemu sebentar.
oia ada keponakan baru, namanya kayla. lucuuuu bgt, cantik dan bikin orang cepet lengket sm dia.
pengen cepet" ketemu lagi amin amin.
JGTC
kemarin tgl 29 nov 2009. gue dtg ke acara anak FE, namanya JGTC. gue kesana sm Ana Indi Nindy dan Reyhan.
honestly, gue gak suka jazz. maybe i can talk about myself that i don't like music too much.
apa yang gue incer? gue ngincer stand" makanan yang ada disitu dan gosip sm Qicik.
gue juga ngincer ketemu temen" SMA atau SMP.
terkabul laaaah, gue banyak ketemu anak" alumni galan.
alumni 103 keanya gak ada.
nge gosip? lumayan puaaaaaaaaaaas !
dengerin curhat nindy juga sempet.
stand makanan? GAK, tapi gue seneng bisa makan yamien. udah lama bgt gak makan yamien. even the is a nearby yamien at my home, but i miss the feel. gue kangen masa SMA makan yamien brg Qicik ataupun temen".
gue gak terlalu fokus ke musik"nya atau band"nya, tapi guemalah nemu cowo yang mirip bgt sm Edward Cullen. hehe
jadi kalo gue liat tu orang, gue rasanya seneeeeeng deh karena kea gue ngeliat Robert Pattinson. haha *lebai.
apa lagi yaaa? keanya gak ada deh.
at least, sangat menghibur gue lah JGTC.
kangen sama temen" terbalaskan semua hehe
honestly, gue gak suka jazz. maybe i can talk about myself that i don't like music too much.
apa yang gue incer? gue ngincer stand" makanan yang ada disitu dan gosip sm Qicik.
gue juga ngincer ketemu temen" SMA atau SMP.
terkabul laaaah, gue banyak ketemu anak" alumni galan.
alumni 103 keanya gak ada.
nge gosip? lumayan puaaaaaaaaaaas !
dengerin curhat nindy juga sempet.
stand makanan? GAK, tapi gue seneng bisa makan yamien. udah lama bgt gak makan yamien. even the is a nearby yamien at my home, but i miss the feel. gue kangen masa SMA makan yamien brg Qicik ataupun temen".
gue gak terlalu fokus ke musik"nya atau band"nya, tapi guemalah nemu cowo yang mirip bgt sm Edward Cullen. hehe
jadi kalo gue liat tu orang, gue rasanya seneeeeeng deh karena kea gue ngeliat Robert Pattinson. haha *lebai.
apa lagi yaaa? keanya gak ada deh.
at least, sangat menghibur gue lah JGTC.
kangen sama temen" terbalaskan semua hehe
Minggu, 29 November 2009
roti abon mayonesis
hari ini Imbi bawa roti abon. enaaaaaaak bgt.
rotinya dilapisi abon, dalemnya mayonesis. aaaaucch Imbi beliin gue dooongs ahahaha.
now, when i'm writing this posting, Mrs.Liche is teaching Logika dan Penulisan Ilmiah.
but i'm getting bored for this college done.
roti abon mayonesis
rotinya dilapisi abon, dalemnya mayonesis. aaaaucch Imbi beliin gue dooongs ahahaha.
now, when i'm writing this posting, Mrs.Liche is teaching Logika dan Penulisan Ilmiah.
but i'm getting bored for this college done.
roti abon mayonesis
Sabtu, 28 November 2009
november is almost over
HEY HEY YOU YOU HERE HERE HERE ...
PLEASE, HERE ...
*oh so damn i can't say your name out loud.
PLEASE, HERE ...
*oh so damn i can't say your name out loud.
new moon
i have watched New Moon. the next film of Twilight Saga. i didn't feel boring to watch it even i have read the book for almost three times. yeah, i love the book truly damn. it's so romantic. made me could imagine everything that have been lost from my life.
my mood, my passion was not as same as the first time i watched Twilight. guess what? i could control my mood. i didin't cry even i had guess that i would cry in the middle of film.
i just stressed to Edward's face. oh how's damn charming he is.
than i just thought, if Bella is Edward's heroin, so who's my heroin?
i have the answer. stupid answer ahahah but it's really secret.
but i hope my secretly heroin can be mine someday hihi
if my secretly heroin can be mine, i think my life will be so complete.
oh yeah, it's about people's comment. they said that new moon is not as good as their imagine.
my comment? it's AWESOME.
in the beggining, i just considered that i would get boring with this kinda of vampire's film.
but it's wrong.
i love the film hahaha
my mood, my passion was not as same as the first time i watched Twilight. guess what? i could control my mood. i didin't cry even i had guess that i would cry in the middle of film.
i just stressed to Edward's face. oh how's damn charming he is.
than i just thought, if Bella is Edward's heroin, so who's my heroin?
i have the answer. stupid answer ahahah but it's really secret.
but i hope my secretly heroin can be mine someday hihi
if my secretly heroin can be mine, i think my life will be so complete.
oh yeah, it's about people's comment. they said that new moon is not as good as their imagine.
my comment? it's AWESOME.
in the beggining, i just considered that i would get boring with this kinda of vampire's film.
but it's wrong.
i love the film hahaha
reunion ...
i just met my high school mate today. we watched new moon at PIM then went to Margo City. i got almost my whole time today with tita and nindy. we had many gossips. it's normal, really normal. we haven't met for a long time, so too much stories might be shared together. nindy mostly told us about her feeling, problem, etc. i got many similiarity between us.
from the love life until the life after love life. dont understand? me too.
guess what? we laughed for many times if we remembered what was exactly happened to us was so damn same.
i just felt that i could share all my fucking feeling to her. now, i just wanna cry. don't know why but i felt like stressed in something not clearly. God, you know exactly what i want and what i ask to you. i'm begging you God. please, let my wishes come true ...
from the love life until the life after love life. dont understand? me too.
guess what? we laughed for many times if we remembered what was exactly happened to us was so damn same.
i just felt that i could share all my fucking feeling to her. now, i just wanna cry. don't know why but i felt like stressed in something not clearly. God, you know exactly what i want and what i ask to you. i'm begging you God. please, let my wishes come true ...
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