no spirit for today...

oh no laa... hari ini no spirit day banged. yaa, pagi pagi bangun males"an. mandi. langsung deh brangkat fitness.
aduh. di tempat fitness juga still feeling bad.
akhirnya beli breadtalk dulu karena there was not time to have breakfast.
makan satu roti minum yang banyak. lumayan lah ngilangin my weakness today.
ganti baju trus cardio deh.
i don't know why but cardio today was nice.
yaa. gue bisa cardio lebih lama than the past.

abis to walked around. gak jelas...
took some water.
cleaned face.
yaudah deh, main alat nya aj. hari ini lebih fokus to slim my stomatch. lol. hahahhahaha

ada lah 1 jam an gue fitness, then i lost my locker key.
i was confuse.
lucky me, someone found it and entrusted it to entire fitness first people.
huh.

no took a bath, changed my clothes directly.
bought j.co for lil sist and go home.
opened facebook while it was raining.
when the thunder showed their blitz and heared the thunderclap,
ouch ouch... i got a nap directly. hhhaa

yah... bad day...

dream time.

aduh. gak tau deh kenapa. i got a questioning dream.
gak ngerti tiba", he/she came to my dream.
the story was...
i was in a mini market then he/she showed up. i walked to him/her and asked " why do you here? "
no answer.
then i tried to guess.
i asked " are you miss me? "
then he/she answered by his/her nod a head.
then i woke up.
now, i still curious. ahahhahha
LOL.

mellodrama

aduh... i don't know what exactly happen to me.
i'm sad.
i looked for my facebook then i saw all photos.
i cried.
yaah. i will miss all my friends so bad.

Qicik-Qicik : the first one i'll miss so badly. yeaa. there are really my best buddies ever. i saw all our phoots together. i don't want this friendship apart on the way next time. we have to keep contact also. i'll miss the togetherness with you all guys.

tama : yes. i miss him so bad. he is my bestfriend also. but he has gone to heaven with no word of giving me understanding what was in his mind.

X-G : yes of course i'll miss this class to. year 2007-2008. the solidarity of us each other. class with some half mad, laugh, stories, memories, etc.

XII IPA 4 : i find GOCER here. hahhaha. really wanna make me laugh if i remember what was the reason we called us GOCER. hhahhaha. the smartest class i've ever found.

XII IPA 6 : will miss u SO BAD guys. ya, really fun to enter to this class. even in the beggining, i didn't really feel comfort but in the middle, i really grateful to have been here.

my ex. : even we had anger each other. yaa, thank you to fill my life in high school year.

I WILL MISS YOU ALL GUYS A LOT...

TIRED DAY...

i call today is a fully day of activity.
first, in the morning, after all my fams. except my lil sist went to their own activity, my lil sist and me still on the bed. had a pleasant sleep. i had many beautiful dream, hahha. LOL. i didn't know what exactly was that but in my mind, i smiled on my sleep.
weee.
next, i woke up then took some rest anymore. lazy of course.
and then, i went to school to see the finishing of memory book year of my graduated. there were some mistakes but overall i liked it.
waited of coming ana, very tired of course. then we bought kebab while we had a lot of gossips.
after that kind of making me tired, i went to cibubur juntion to do fitness. before i started, i bought a ticket for movie ANGELS & DEMONS. i didn't know why but i had a willing to watch movie alone. yeah. did fitness for sometime, i watched that movie. ALONE.
in my left side, there was a small fam with their child, in my right side, there was a happiness couple also. hahhaha.
in the beggining, i didn't know about the film. never read the novel before even i have been watched THE DA VINCI CODE.
in the middle, the film was awesome. really made me fascinated. i never felt regret to watch this kind of film even alone.
finished for watching, i was picked up by my sist. then went home.

holiday in thailand...

i went to thailand last march. my father has friend there so we were guided by him.
i were there for almost 3 days. saturday night ( oh maybe midnight or almost early morning ), sunday ( full ), monday night.
we stayed in an apartement. not too wide but comfort.
in the first day, i went to zoo. i didn't know the name of the zoo well but i enjoyed it even the weather was SO HOT. i watched tiger attraction.
then i turned around the area guided by an thailand guide.

from zoo, i looked the culture of thailand in a place ( forgot the name ). i watched thailand culture show, censuses, elephants, etc.

after that, i went to a place to produce pure honey.
yeah, my mom bought some of honey. i don't know why but i thought it was useless.
lunch was the next purpose, i ate TOMYANG ( zingger taste ).
the last place was Pattaya Beach. in my mind, pattaya was so exicted place but it was really an ordinary beach. the differences were clean, white sand, modern.

yeah. had a fun in so many places, then we backed to apartement and took a little rest than we went to the market that only opened in the saturday night and sunday night. i found and bought some stuff for my besties and me.
in the next day, i went to Platinum for shopping again. it just walked from apartement.

on the way to other market, i got msg from my friend that my best friend has gone. called by Allah SWT. directly, i cried. really felt sad.
the next day, i backed to jakarta.

especially thanx to alm. Rusli's fam.
thank you for being a nice guide there...

my memories...

it's may. i don't know why but now i'm sad. i read my friend's note about every moment in high school period. yeah, it's the end of high school.
many things happened in the 3 years long passed.
i found my besties here, i knew what the meaning of friendship. really touchable.
three years ago, i were in the first grade of junior high school. i added to X-G. really enjoyable, strong unity, comfort and eccetra.
we did scoff each other, cheated, laughed, couldn't mention one by one.
in this class, i met alm.tama gandhy banok arin prima madenk dita vissa indi kembeng and eccetra.
i miss this class so badly...

the second grade, i were in the XI SCIENCE 4.
the class was so silent ( except GOCER means GOLONGAN CERIA. lol ).
third grade, i were in XII SCIENCE 6. almost same with X-G.


especially for Qicik Qicik.
i will miss you all guys.

first time

yeea. i think it's my first time to write in blog. no no. not first time. i have a blog but i really forget it. the pass. and other. so, i make it one anymore. somehow, i feel in mood to write write and write. maybe too many story i want to share and i will face my long long holiday. hhha. i love it.